I slept early (@21:45) that night. My somberness had no ends. Hell lotta feelings rushed into my heart and mind. They rebounded against the myocardial and arachnoid walls. They collided with each other and unfortunately the collisions were elastic. I didn't feel any better. I was sick. I was alone in room as my roomie was off for yet another clandestine take at GRE (which I didn't know then). I felt ashamed of not even able to clear a single written exam during the placement season even though I always felt I had done well. I did not have other plans (like higher studies). Festember was a couple of days away. I thought this was going to be just another 'Fest and not to remember'. No silver lining in my life, I thought. I couldn't sleep but somehow managed. I felt the pain even during sleep which I inferred from the nightmares.
Wednesday morning was the same, bright orange (unsure about the colour) columns of light coming through the open windows of 49, Garnet-B even though I didn't discover brightness in me. There were a couple of messages waiting in my Inbox. Giving a quick glance, I realized one of my friends had wished me for nothing. But again a couple of messages below I saw that message which said I was shortlisted for Murugappa Group's Group Discussion. It was 7:25 am then and I was wanted there by 8:30 am. I got ready in a mediocre set of formals and set out for the ultimate attempt. The morning was damp or was I weary?
One of my friends had once told me , on a totally different context, 'fight for something that you desire like you are going to die the next day'. Actually lot of personalities have said that but my friend's words rang in my ears that day. The GD was to begin at around 9 but eventually got postponed to 10:30. I was in the third and last group and we had it at 1pm. I was in my element after 16 hours and was pretty confident of getting through. As a matter of fact I peeped over the moderator, as I was sitting next to him, to take a look at every one's marks:P (I was the topper of my group:D, though I was not sure then). I went straight up to the mega-mess to fill up my 0.25 gallons-stomach with the mundane food (No breakfast that morning:(). The result was out at 14:30 hours and I was one among the six shortlisted people to appear for the interview.
I was the sixth person person according to alphabetical order. I got all my certificates for the interview. Time passed as I chatted around with people who were yet have their interview. I was trying to hold down my apprehension whenever someone came out after their turn. To none did I ask about their interviews. I got all my answers from others' interrogations. My turn came only at 18:00! I was smiling when I entered the chamber. The door closed behind me and a bright spot started to show as the interview started with the question, shot at me by a slightly pot-bellied man, "What was in your mind while you were out there waiting so long for your turn ?". I was on top gear in due course and all the silly mistakes that I made went unnoticed. Maybe there are no stops in your way when it is your day. In the end, I closed the door behind me, after a full fledged rapid-fire for 45min, with a "Thank You". I was still smiling when I came out.
After all the bright spot had grown into a silver lining, I thought. Still to conceal my anxiety I acted normal and spoke casually to my friends. Before I could reach my hostel I got the news, that was supposed to change my future, from a local landline number (T&Ps). I was placed! I made my way back to the Training and Placement department to sign on a couple of forms and finish off the formalities before getting the offer letter. Blessings from elders & faculties; hearty wishes and congratulations from friends; self satisfaction and moral boost; all at the same time, what else can one ask for? My soul transformed completely within 24 hours.
Back in hostel I don't know how much weight my ass lost. Friends were heartily kicking at my butt and soaked me in 'used water'. Nevertheless it was a day (16/09/09) I ought to remember in my lifetime. Exactly 21 days later on another Wednesday my roommate got placed in a Weird company, on a Weird day, after a Weird incident [the previous day (Tuesday)], in a Weird mood for a Weird pay :P. I think he too would remember his Wednesday :). Finally! my room achieved 100% placement and a blog-post after a long time.

